Who does this?

I often thought who posts? I am not creative or whitty. So I am doing this more for me that anyone else. Is it my form of a journal? Maybe. I hope no one that reads this minds that I mis-spell words or have run on sentences. My mother the English teacher I am sure will cringe if she reads my blog. It is okay because she proof read many of my papers in school and knows how bad it is. Well I am 33 and feel like I am starting over. I have an new job with in the past year and no longer a boyfriend or even any prospects. I also feel like LA is almost too big for me. I miss the common courtseys that are seen in the midwest. I long for the sense of community. Will I get that if I have kids and find a community with in the soccer mom group? I am not ready for kids so then what do I do? I guess as my Mom posted one needs not to plan every event in life and just live it. I am working on that. I will not tell all of my deep dark secrets on my first blog. Fairwell...